Friends

Yesterday I met my friend. My best friend that I knew since I was 18 years old. Gosh.. there were lots of things to catch up. The last time I met her was about few months back. I don’t have many ‘best’ friends left in my list. It’s either I’ve been deleted by them or the other way round.. hihihihihi..

It’s not that we have fight or fallen apart but it’s just probably once we move on.. life changes .. new circle.. new surroundings.. The friends that used to be in touch just got distance day by day. Frankly I am not a good person to always in contact with friends. I don’t go to any reunions. I don’t have FB yet and sometimes I don’t remember my friends’ name anymore – especially zaman sekolah2.

I might probably recognize them once see their face but couldn't remember the name. Huh.. that’s the awful part of me!! Sometimes I feel regret and ashamed not to remember their names but they know and remember me!

I treasure friendship so much. I adore all my friends. I still have a “few” schoolmate friends who I still contact. Also a few friends during masa kerja dolu2.. Then also people that I started knowing when I followed hubby working from one place to others.

I don’t have many friends.. but I am fine with that! I think it’s better if I have only a few friends – quality friends rather than to have many friends that only be my friends when they only need me!

Hmm… I might sound so pathetic but that’s the truth. I’ve been backstabbed so many times by friends, cheated by friends, used by friends and I guess that is why now I am quite selective in choosing friends. Sounds like good good.. tapi lebih baik beringat sebelum kena.. hihihihihi..

“Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.”