Friday, 8 May 2009

If I Can Have One Wish...

This morning while driving back home I listened to the radio that Farah Fauzana mom has been invited to the radio station. Most of the radio stations had been talking about the mother’s day – the wish, gift, where to celebrate, etc.

Farah Fauzana’s mom requested her to sing her favourite song Oh Ibu. She sang with Faizal Ismail playing guitar. I was really into it. It was not her voice which she herself admitted tak sedap but the lyrics n the sincerity especially singing in front of her mom.

Towards the end I heard her voice shaky which I could feel that she’s gonna cry. And at that particular time too, tears already swelling in my eyes. I just couldn’t help myself as I was thinking of my mom – arwah mama.

To make it worst after that the radio played the song Oh Ibu from Mamat Exist. I then just couldn’t stop my tears. I kept crying n crying so much. I just kept driving, crying with my mind scrolling pictures n memories of my mom.

I just miss my mom so much. I miss her voice, her cook, her nagging, her smell, her touch n lots whole of her. I wish she is still around. I never failed giving gifts to her every year during Mother’s Day. I miss these special days that I always celebrated with her. I miss all the things that we used to share.

If I were to be given ONE WISH – I wish that my mom is still alive. Or probably just give me a few hours to see her, look n talk n touch her. How I wish…

Oh ibu
Kau disiram bayu pagi
Kehilangan terasa kini
Dan kesepian

Dan aku
Bagai purnama gerhana
Diibarat lautan kering
Tiada tempat ku layarkan
Hasratku ini
Masih belum sempat
Ku buktikannya padamu
Ibu tersayang
Kucurahkan rasa hati

Ku tatapi potretmu berulang kali
Ku renungkan kalimah yang diberi

Tuhan yang Esa
Ampuni dosa ibu
Tempatkan mereka
Di antara kekasih kekasih-Mu

Oh ibu
Kau kasih sejati
Ku taburkan doa
Untukmu ibu

Ampunilah dosaku
Sejak ku dilahirkan
Hingga akhir hayatmu

Di saat ini
Ku teruskan hidup
Tanpa bersamamu ibu

2 comments:

afiqah ahmad said...

woot, we always remember mak andak right?? i know sometimes even when i went out with mama and papa. all of us were like , hee kalo mak andak ada sure mak andak sukaa nih, we kinda remember her all the times, i miss her cook. and i miss her always ..people always leave , and thats how life should be, i guess we have to cherish every moments we have now , btw , i love youu! mama too. she always cakap, haa. nnti mama nak beli kak long apa kering tah. heheeh!

fanramli said...

salam.

i guess i wud never understand how you'd feel. because my mum is still here.

but knowing that she's so far far away from me, is already really ditching me as mother's day (in malaysia) has come.

just dont stop, praying hard for her.

doa anak² soleh saja yg mampu jadi penghubung antara jasad di dunia dan roh di akhirat.

:)

found your blog, because i was wandering, looking if i cud find mp3 version of fara fauzana's 'untukmu ibu' song.

take care.