The Feelings

My hubby just got the date for his last day at the company. He told me we can go back to Malaysia the day after. I said WHAT?? He must be kidding.. I mean it’s so soon. I don’t want to leave Oman that soon. I still want to stay here a bit longer.. Please..

This morning the moving/packing company came to our house to see what need to be done. I asked them to bring at least 20 boxes for me this evening. Then I can start packing my clothes, books n etc. According to them since I am not bringing any of my bulky items all the packing can be done within 2-3 hours.. Hmm… of course I won’t believe it!

But whatever it is, all the things have to be cleared up as soon as possible. Sometimes I have to pinch myself just to make sure that I am not dreaming. Is this real? That I am going? Well.. I do feel excited at first but now I just like couldn’t believe that it is happening.

Now I am so sad n miserable. So sad of having the thought of leaving Oman especially my friends. Knowing now that I don’t have much time left to be with them. How I wish I could turn back the clock. So that we can have a trip to places that we never went before. So that we can still do things that we had planned before. How I wish..

But Allah had intended it to be this way. We meet n part.